dahuigirl's blog: "When I thought I had it all!"

want a guy that will stay with me for always. he'll know you can never say "I love you" too many times, but he knows not to say it if he doesn't mean it with all his heart. he'll tell me were like romeo and juliet. he'll give me his favorite hoodie. he'll make me a Build-a-Bear, and he won't care about how silly he looks being in a store full of 2nd graders because he knows it would be special to me. he'll stay home with me and watch The Notebook, and he'll tell me he loved it even though he didn't, and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me. He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing, then tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice. He'll walk next to me holding my hand, and he'll always whispers something sweet in my ear. He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band. And he won't be embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends. When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear. He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me. All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them. When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower for me. He'll tell me I'm a princess, and treat me like one too. He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect. We always end up laughing about silly fights. We won't get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it. Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me every time he kisses me. He'll tell me he'd die without me and know that I would die without him too. He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day. He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it. He'll buy me a drink and bouncy balls from vending machines. He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal. He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our tongues. Every time I even hear his name, it'll take my breath away. And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. Because everything about him is just so wonderfully perfect, i'll be his everything.. and he'll be even more than that to me. ..

I had found the man of my dreams; sweet, funny, romantic. We had a whirlwind romance that ended bad.Let me word this in a way that can be more easily understood... the one who trusts a bad relationship is a willing victim to their own desires. I have fallen martyr to a bad love myself. Love is strange. Sometimes what looks so good and so caring is actually so dangerous and so hating. I thought I had found the love of my life. All my dreams would come true. It seemed so true and so real, but was I was easily punished. I was easily suckered in. But sad thing is my heart will always love him in a special way.. He made me happier than ever. And his smile was to die for. In my dreams there's a faint picture, a scattered memory of that day we met. I remember it like it was yesterday, I knew I'd love you for the rest of my life. Now I see what you've done for me, it has helped me through this time without you, my heart is gone longing for you. My love, my lost love .You'd know I'd love you, you'd know I'd care, if you were around but you seem to be nowhere. I need you, I want you, I love you...my lost love .When I first saw you I knew in your eyes that you were the one for me, but as fast as you came you left so quickly I couldn't tell you how I feel .I needed to know if you're true, if you're kind to your heart then I'd truly know if you were the one for me. But then you ran off with all my dreams and dropped me like no other! ~ You know whom you are~