Seeing my friend in the shape he was in just bothered me I think to myself I was even worse when I was in a coma for 28 days. Being totally helpless like that it just sent chills down my spine thinking I was like that I came out of my coma months of rehab and I am still but a broken version of what I used to be. If I was ever trapped like that I would want to die so bad and that leaves my feeling conflicted in my own mind. I believe life is a wonderful and scared thing with God yet if I was ever life that trapped in my own mind and body I don't see life as a gift anymore.