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Ben OHHHHH A Real Nigga's blog: "Whatever"

created on 09/20/2006  |  http://fubar.com/whatever/b4680

Sad Thoughts

Why Am i Feeling this way? Is it Cuz i dont wanna believe whats going On in Front of me ? Is it Cuz i know im being played? Is it Cuz she Does Not Wanna confess to me? Is it Cuz she Dont Wanna Hurt Me? Is it Cuz She Cant believe That i Have Changed For the Better? Is it That I was a no Good For Nothing Peice of Shit Husband? Is It Cuz I have Always Taken Care Of the Kids So Well Since the littleist one was 1 and a Half? Is It Cuz She Dont Wanna Hurt Our Little one? Is It Me Or what That im Being Lead On For Nothing? My Life Has Not been The Best Since July 19th of 2008 The Day Of our Anaversary. I Felt Like i Was Used that Night Then She Never Came Back. She Came Back For Christmas To See our Son For 45 Mins. I Felt That She Went To the Town To See him Cuz She had Nothing better else Todo. Cuz after that she aint made any effort to see Our son. I know she was hurt when she asked who Am i and Our son said "i dont know". I Know One Thing is for sure is that if my son Told me he Didnt know who i was .. Id Def make more of an effort to come see Him .. Above all the shit that is going on. Im Not Asking For us To Hook Back up. All im Asking if For you To Make A better Effort To Come And See Him. I Have Pictures of our Son She Dont Even Know Abt On Myspace. But She Has Me Blocked In All Ways. She Says She Is Stressed Out and Has Alot In Mind. Well If She Only Knew Abt our Sons Feelings Then She Would Probably Come Around. The Only Person That Knows How our Son Feels Is His Daddy. And All Im Gonna Say IS that Im Confused Along With Our Son. And Im Really hurt Cuz he Feels that Way Our Son Asks To Talk To Mom Everyday BeFor Bed And I Call And No Answer.. Its Always the Same old and Played Story "I Fell Asleep". So Our Son Goes To Bed Upset Everynight In Case U didnt Know. It Hurts For Me To See Our Son In Pain Cuz of That And More. Well This Enuff Abt that. One Thing I can Honestly Say Im Doing One Hell Of A Job on Raising Our Son And Taking Care Of Him In Anyway shape or form. He Has Everything He Needs. With No Help From Anyone... Anyways Goodnight And Everyone Plz Give Off some Feed Back on This and let me know if u feel Me On This Whole Thing. Message me in my inbox.. thanks

Dieing Wish

Dieing Wish If i can Have one wish my love .Id love to have another chance with You. To make life better for me and my family. The life im living right now is the life of misery. Why because need my family "Stormme Hughes" "Andrew Hughes" And The love of my Life "Jaimee D Rodriguez" .Without You all here. My life is not complete. So please For my dieing wish is To have all of you Guys here with Me and my son "Junito Rodriguez". He does need his mother and there is Noone out there that can take your place. You know all the good bad times we had we always got through It together And There is No Need to give up on life or on us. You need to understand all that pain We go through the kids feel it . we are all human Just because we dont show it doesnt mean we dont have feeling. I goto bed everynight Wondering when you ever gonna come Back And Join us once again. You Know everynight our son asks me Is Mommi coming and i just look at him hurt like hell With alot of pain in his eyes and i dont know what to say.Besides its my dieing wish to be Together Again. Dont Be affraid to Love me again we have it there, deep down in our hearts and you know that So "Jaimee D Rodriguez" For My "Dieing wish"is To Be Back Together as one And as a Family once Again.. Please 8-28-2008 Comment please need some feed back abt this
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless pest!" The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She grabbed her bear And again started crying Police showed up At the small little house Then quickly barged in Everything quiet as a mouse One officer slowly Opened a door To find the little girl Lying on the floor It must have been bad To go through so much harm But at least she died With her best friend in her arms A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for little Auroura and you hate child abuse with a passion you will repost this and help out those abused children and let them know that someone cared for them. It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds so please just do it
1st Place winner goes to Wild horse with most comments.... image.php?u=248163&i=571972189&tn=1 (6868) Comments ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1st Place winner to DJ Troublesum(aka Mz.CJ) with most ratings... image.php?u=248163&i=1423972878&tn=1 (136) Ratings ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2nd Place for comments And ratings goes to DJ Devious... image.php?u=248163&i=3928523867&tn=1 (6257) comments, (106) Rating
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Morph Contest

Reminder the morph contest will be closed .. in 10 mins... good luck to all and thanks for all the ppl that had enter in my contest it has been a blast and may the best morph pic win... and a BIG THANKS TO THE VOTERS... i will be posting the final results whe i get the points added up... Thanks again to everyone Beno
Well everyone it's been a long week... fear nomore the contest will end at 12 midnight easten standard.. get ur last votes in .. the time is getting there... well good luck to all .. reminder there will be 2 first place winners one for comments and the other for ratings..winners will receive gift to the value of 10,000 cherry bucks... and if we come to one person takes all they will recieve one big VIC gift worth 25,000.. so once Again i thank u all and goodluck .. see ya'll at midnight with final results... Ben OHHHHH!!!
Well Everyone the contest is now open reminder there are 2 seperate contests one for rating and the other for comments.. Remember no kicking no spitting and no fucking swearing..lol.. everyonenjoy and LET THE GAMES BEGIN.. Thanks everyone... And goodluck to all.. iv'e seen some really good talent out there.. Maybe the best morph of CT win.. Ben OHHH!!!

~~Reminder~~

well imma take the time and say thank u to all the ppl that have entered in my contest.. just a reminder the contest will be open in abt 1hr... so goodluck to all of you and enjoy... please repost in the BB Ben OHHHH!!!!
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