Whatever it takes to find a way
some shit in the back of my head, but this is some shit I'll write instead
feel like the world is throwing stones at me everyone has a bone to pick with me.
its ok lets get back into the storm
I feel like I got a drug problem that I'm not dealing to because I got enough problems and my solution is to stuff problems.
and I'm sure something will go wrong with that I'm depressed lately and noone seems to understand. I'm depreseed latley sort of feeling regressed latley, like anyone notice the regress latley, look deep dont I seem stressed lately seemed disturbed alot of regress lately
work for a company thats not within my company when all I need is some company the more and less I feel everyone is done with me. I would get into it, all I need is 10 minutes from them but I save that for teh growth
Everryones got beef but I'm secure with me but its only beef I don't need security, want to get at me wanna go to war with me I got a hood of friends that appreciate me a hood of friends that depreciate me. You don't want to tell me its the streets that made me, won't let the belly of the beast degrate me, then I got people criticizing trying to rate me, the world trying to rape me
Wouldnt give a chance to do it, a 2nd glance tro do it
People say I whine to much, they call it bitter they say it complaining I call it explaining
All the people I know caught up in this game, lose their minds and fall for entertainment I have some shit with me but they all knew that, gamble with my life I used to not do that with everday struggles
its either mo money mo problems or NO money more problems
All I need is a single for the moment or maybe just a single moment then it comes to the ionvolvementt of the he say/ she say shit, set my mind on replay each day then its the BS she say, like she don't like her just cuz she was throwing it at me and I ain't touch her, she will say anything south like I don't wanna fuck her
I don't feel good dont wanna go to a club or lounge - I just wanna lounge with sweats I had on for days, Just 1 day at a time is bed willing. Trying to see straight but the fog keeps building. Heart starts racing, bills start facing.
Gotta be King, cuz the wolves trying to play me hoodie when its hot like its freezing winter its hard to keep this all in so I write it all down
WHATEVER IT TAKES TO FIND A WAY
So one day when life is all sweet ?I will remember, this is all a probation, we all go thrui it, we call it this but theres no pro to it. My soul is aching only a few beers and peers know. Funny thing is its a few years old, got some shit going on,
it felt so good but its bad. So I sit here like what the FUCK I'm at. This is not a story but real and true. Yo whats happening do I look happy to you
If it goes to the wire I'm a fighter. Bruised up & sloppy I damage like Ali. sitting up talking late at night the only thing to gett me off the bed right. FUCK THE WORLD. my moms and my girl, well maybe not my moms, Just need to remain calm.
This to won't last, it to shall pass Thats what I say thats what I pray for. I'm the only thing standing in my own way. got to be with me theres no escape, the pressure just stepped in and took over, shit like iits know to do
Hey I'm going home with you, I need to be alone with you, be in a zone with you, I'm the only thing grown to like I own you. Been with you since thick and thin starting to confuse me been so long it seems like your trying to lose me you show such cruelty
When everyone turns there back on you - its just you and me how you always come and get me, how we always reunite I got that place in your heart. Doctors, meetings, pills and drugs, couldn't keep us apart
now you want to get rid of me, I'm in your head you gotta live with me, sometimes I want you to leave & understand, let me live in peace smoke my last cig in peace, leave for a second its been to long and I can't handle it as long as your around, I can't face it
WHATEVER IT TAKES TO FIND A WAY I'LL FIND A WAY
