Ok so here it is! i want to thank all of my friends family just anyone who has been there for me anytime with in these last ten years! some how i lost myself i dont know how or what happend. most of u know what happend and if u dont know worries im fine! i just want to thank everyone that has stood by me and helped me through my tough time. these last few days have been a roller coaster of emotions for me main thing i was cryen all freakin day and night dont know y just was. i think it was like a break through or somethen lol but today is a different day! im looking at things a lot different then i have in a long time i have nothing to cry for and everything to b happy about. my kids and i are all safe and happy! so the main reason i wanted to write this is i know i have worried a lot of ppl over these years months days whatever our particular situation is. i want to thank everyone so very much for never given up on me and letting me know i am a strong ass woman that dont need to take shit from no one! how i lost that i dont know and those of u i have lost over the years im sooooo sorry i know u know that wasn't me. the bottom line is thank u for everyone that has stood by me and helped in any way shape or form. the bad news IM BACK BITCHES!!! lol i love u all