2on Da Barber's blog: "what you do..."

i remember everytime i made you smile, those thoughts are paramount... so i keep them in that safe place. its that mental elixer i use when im in that not so great space... being swallowed up by jeolousy and mistrust! i gotta get away from there because... THEM NIGGAZ'LL KILL YA! but you'll bring me back, you always do. to stand once again amidst a queen! your breath smells of sweetness, as you speak to me in your native tongue. at least... in my dreams! your face is a sculpture created by the finest artist known to man: yo daddy! (you know i thank him everyday too) with a smile that shines as bright as the sun, and eyes that glow like the moon... you speak to my soul, and see into my heart, just to assure me that you ARE real to me. i love you like a fantasy-but its no fantasy that i DO love. a replicated wish that takes me back to my days of old. sure would like to put an arm around your waist! and walk with a sophisticated swagger like Jigg and B. OH shit, he lost one so that cant be me! i gotsta have it! like my man Ed OG the closeness baby! not the ussy forgot the P cuz im on it like that but i respect our -boundaries- i wish you were here... where you should be but your there wit ol' boy... and not here wit me does that sound like something called envy? were all subject to slip, right? you make me feel like a child and your never around! wutdaphukk is that all about? I cant help if i want to see chocolate strawberries between your lips. -or- be the one who trims the hair between your hips( i'll get the it out of my teeth later) "lol" you stay taking good flicks... and i can stare at them for hours. a compliment from you is like winning a peace prize... to be continued

you make me feel like the... greatest man alive when i think about those... hysterical moments of laughter from me saying the most silliest... things! I picture you at your desk, when the work day begins but only your eyes give me, accknowledgement as you glance up when i come through the door, i wish i had an apple! to watch you bite into it... and enjoy its sweet flavor! and what about the after hours? that chill time when, we took those, jazzy cafe strolls, sipping tea and eating, sweetrolls and got that sticky shit, on our nose! some people would... -KILL- for days like those! the wild night at the soundgarden... the party after the party? we got a little tipsy... didnt we? and then i watched you... dance with him its cool and i aint gonna trip because there WILL be another time... to be continued

there you are again! looking like a new born baby, so cute and innocent... i just want to hold you and sing off tune lullabies as you lay your head on my shoulder. smelling like baked cookies... i just want to EAT you! we dont get enough time to share the personal things -BUT- my gaze should tell it all. a sunny beach compliments your skintone well. can i have the hands that massages your lotion? maybe i wont go too far... but then again maybe i will, so forgive me now please. i love the way you tease your hair it drives me crazy, but if i am i dont care because you bring out the best that a man can give you provide the air so that a man can live CAN I LIVE? Jay Z said it first i'd drink a cup of your love liquid to quench my thirst! i get sidetracked sometimes, when i hear your voice... thats why i walk with my hands in my pocket. -IT'S HARD- -SEE- being me trying to be around you is eight hours of work in itself. i wish i were the keys on your keyboard... to feel the touch of your fingertips on my body WOULD BE PRICELESS! Aw SH!T baby... i think i got it bad. but Usher aint here to sing my song -nameen?- I flip my fitted and ash my black to the fool who wont realize that Nephertiti is BACK! the emperess that you are is bound to go far as i open and close your door and around the back of the car... -TO GET IN- and all you need to do is reach over and unlock the latch to your heart and i guarantee you that the motor will start, -AND LETS GO!- to places that weve never been before with no clothes or money just us... doing what it do and we dont even have to come back! we can travel to Wally World in a ragedy ass pinto... with you in the cockpit it feels like a Marcialago! but we wont go fast cause i want this to last... and when we... ??? this is bullshit! how come every time i... !!! this fuckin dude AGAIN! to be continued

i was in the mall and ran into your dude today! because of passion in my heart for one of the most beautifully created, of GODs created... i shall remain respectful but true! i believe in my soul that My love... has been destined to intertwine with yours, and form a union that the heavens has blessed! but to you... i am just ... a brother from another mother, or nothing at all, nameen? I watch him in his snake-like rhythm. "that fool?" repetitively pounds in my domepiece like a Mike Jones punchline as i lay low to watch the show! these recurrences may bruise the heart but may be the key to a new start he's a crafty one he is... somewhat John Tucker'ish if you ask me! always knows what to say... maybe because he say's the same thing to every girl! a borderline pedofile too! who knows if there were'nt so many people around. forgive me for being so vague... he is a clown... without the makeup! But yet you still gaze at me with your dreamy eyed stare -wait- did i finally find that crack in the wall? is she realizing what i've come to know for so long? have i written that perfect love song? -wait- what is... she... look... ing... at? WHAT? -the snake- HIM AGAIN? HEY! did you hear anything i just said? what do you mean im just like everybody else? HATING? IM HATING ON YOU? are you crazy or something? you let him come in here and destroy, the foundation of greatness! what did he say? NAW AINT NO PROBLEM MAN! BUT... and then i had to get midevil to be continued...

problems! we all got problems! but i aint trying to take you through the rain im trying to bring you a new sunrise! and we can walk down that unknown path while im making you laugh sitting beside the tub as you take your bath and i'll even wash your back with a blindfold on! and we can talk about the craziest things while Jodeci sings and we'll worship each other like kings and queens you make me feel like a new morning! happy to open my eyes your smile is like a surprise and when we hug it'll amaze us how time flies and we wont have to live life on the daily grind! because we can have a few drinks at the local saloon go on a picnic at noon or lay back in the meadow and howl at the moon i just want you to let me in and get closer - can i be your lesbian? then you can show me how to touch places you'll look me in the eye as i slip in your tight spaces and trust me enough to show all of your fuck faces OH, you think im talking dirty but im not baby! i REALLY want to hold your hand and hold you close enough that you can feel my man get on the dancefloor and groove with your favorite band i know he wont treat you like me but i aint trying to clown dude! i just feel like your future is slim fuckin with Jim like my name was Owen i just dont want you to marry HIM! -nameen?- you can be happy with or without me i just dont want you to doubt me! how about i mix a bit of my love with a little bit of your love and then see if it do what it do and if it do what it do like i been telling you we'll know if it came from above... to be continued...

i want to be the hot butter on your breakfast toast the bacon on your BLT the sugar in your french roast i want to be the amen in your nightly prayer the brush that you use to tame your wild hair i want to be the belt that holds your jeans up the clasp in your bra the cloth you use to clean up i want to be the joke that makes you laugh the blanket that keeps you warm the water that fills your bath i want to be the paint that covers your toes the perfume that you wear the tissue when you blow your nose i want to be the music that shakes your hips the house you come home to the chapstick that softens your lips i want to be the fluid that quenches your thirst the purse you carry the best when you feel the worst i want to be the bed at your favorite tanning spot the bags when you shop the cool when your hot i want to be the destination of your road trip the waiter you tip the liquor you sip i want to be the paste that freshens your breath the third button down the slip thats under your dress i want to be the man that makes you say damn the one in your plans the same one holding your hand i want to be the guy you need to make to make you moan the brother who gets you the dude that can answer your phone i want to be the person that makes you feel great the food thats on your plate the fella that knows your weight i want to be the song that makes you want to sing the purchaser of the ring the soulmate... i want to be your everything