Well it is a new year with new worries and new hopes. I thought that going to Iraq was a big change in my life but I think it is by far easier to go to war then to come home. I have been lost and thought that I may have found myself with an old friend from High School and all I got was to loose my family over it...however I always make it no matter what. Nothing can stop me or kill me. I did meet a wonderful woman that I am with now, but I still struggle. Why I am writing this I do not know, guess I have to put it down somewhere.
So this new year should be better, another year away from war another year away from heart breaks. But yet another year ahead of having to live with it all. So with that being said I will make all the best out of this new year.