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Have u ever felt like when u talk no one every understands a word you say? When u wake up in the morning and the first thing u do is cry.. Have u ever gotten to that point where u feel urself falling but u cant stop it no matter how hard you try. It's really frustrating when no one understands your thoughts. You are a prisioner in your own mind. No matter how much u talk about it it still seems to hurt all the more. Does your heart really heal or do u just get used to the pain. Honestly i am tired of feeling i just want to stop feeling and be numb. Sometimes my judgment is cloudy and there is no hope in sight it just feels like all the decisions i make are wrong and nothing ever is right. I'm even going back and forth in this blog becuz thats the way my mind is working. I hate feeling this way. If i could crawl in a hole I would. At least no one could hurt me there.
