HaZel's blog: "No Matter What"

Trouble
Strife
True love?
Ending?

Dear friend.
Don't worry
I am here
I won't leave you

I,....

I can't leave her

Found the one.
She sees in me.
I see her soul.
Her most amazing mind.
Her lushious body.
I can't let anyone else see.
Why do i feel like i need her?

Because i do.
I need her like i need air.
I need her like i need the sun.
Her brown eyes,
As deep as the ocean.
Hiding wisdom in the depths.
Strange for one so young.

She's not young.
Not in reality
Her years have seen horrors.
Pain,
Death,
Lost love,
Why is it she must feel these things
I would do anything to take the bad memories away.

She knows
I told her,
Or is she even smarter than i first thought?
She is.
I know her.
I love her.
I tell her
I ask her

She tells me,

she can't.

I ask why
Why after all the time i've stood by her
Why can't i, like all the men

Have

One

Chance.

Did i do something wrong?

Is something wrong with me?

No

I know how i feel
I think she feels the same.
I will fight
I must fight
To show her
She won't lose me

No Matter What