Today I learned that someone or something out there in the universe is determined to make sure I never know true happiness for any longer then a brief micro-second. I said I was happy Monday and today I learned that one of my best friends died. So, this always happens. Every time I think things start going my way something bad happens. So I ask you, what the bloody point of it all? This only proves that my dreams will remain unfulfilled and any chance of happiness will always allude me. So what is the point?