I would just love it if there was a way that someone could look at me and I not know it, to find out what i do so wrong. I mean i meet women, that say that they are honest and true to themselves and they want me to be me, which if you know me, or talked to me for 5 minutes youd know that im like a teddy bear, very nice, cuddly. Honest and warm, with a humongous heart. I have alot of love to give, and love to give it. But just as when i think that things are goin so well, BAM, it all blows up in my face. Do i love to much, i mean, i have slowed down ALOT, since i got divorced, and its been almost 2 years since. Why is this so hard to find someone that is true to themselves. for if they arent then they cant possibly be true to me. I just dont know anymore. Comments are welcome. Please dont hold back, tell me straight. Am i doomed, stupid, what. I will respect anyones point of view, cuz right now its kinda hard to fine the truth, not to mention reality....
shay
