Okay, maybe I might be venting a little bit, here goes. Why do wemon, or anyone for that matter, think the grass is greener on the other side? If you have something or someone that you care about, why would you let that go? Just to figure out you want it back. I am so confused about life and relationships right now, I just do not understand why for the life of me if you give something up, why you would want it back. Not to mention the countless lies, making me always feel hidden, not knowing any of her friends, but her knowing all of mine. Shady actions, such as hiding your cell phone, making sure I do not see you computer conversation as I pass by. going out of your way to make sure I am not in hearing distance of your phone conversation. I'm not sayin i'm any saint either, but at least you could look through my computer or my cell phone because I have nothing to hide!!! I am starting to think that I am a fool or just not cut out for this relationship thing. I swear that there is not a woman out there who wants what I want and if they do I think they have mental issues. Anyway feel free to comment and tell me to get over it and that I am acting like a whiney little bitch!!! Peace out!! CJ