Why do I get so down sometimes?
I try and think of happy things,
But they all bring up bad thoughts.
I try and think of friends,
and all the great friendships I have.
But then I wonder if I deserve them.
I then go to my family,
And think of how lucky I am to have one;
But then arguments suddenly rise up again.
Guys are suddenly brought up into my mind.
Oh, how I love to like them.
But all the hurt and rejection comes flying back.
I think of all my possesions,
and how lucky I am to own them all.
But what about those with nothing?
I try and suddenly believe in hope.
It's a risk, but one worth taking.
I need something to help lighten things up.
But what if I'm let down?
I don't know if I could take it anymore.
So I erase hope from my mind.
What will help rid of everything bad that has happened?
I hope to find the answer to that question soon, so I can pass it on;
And keep others from feeling this way.
