I have been through so much since i last wrote.. I moved in with a guy and got treated like shit. SO i moved out of stuart nebraska and ended back in lincoln. Living with a very good friend and her husband.. I watch there kids when they need me and I also have one other babysittin job. I try to keep out of trouble and to stay busy but its hard to. lol. I am here in Hastings again for my mom. She has had at least 6 surgerys already and goin back for one more friday.. She tore her quad set on her right knee this time. She has had knee replacements on both knees and a tore quad on the other etc. We are worried that she will be in a wheel chair soon if they cant get it worked on. That will just be hard for my mom for she likes to move around.. I pray that all goes well.
Anyways I really just want things to get better and find that someone who wants me.. i am takin it slow with this guy but dont know how he really feels right now he is a sweet heart and a caring guy. I know in due time he'll come talk to me.
My sister just found her babys daddy she is so happy finally my niece gets to see her daddy soon and finally go to meet her other grandparents. I am excited for them.. Now its my turn to be happy i think.. Take my tiime and i know things will happen. So i dont know what lies ahead of me but i am willing to wait to see and pray i can jump over the hurdles that lie before me..
