Dan727's blog: "just blogs"

In my life I have fucked up many things just like the song its been awhile "its been awhile since i gone and fucked up just like i always do its been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when im with you". Anyways ive learned no matter how hard you try or all the good u do u do one thing wrong and its over just like the old saying a 1000 attas boys are wiped out by one aw shit Ive learned that no matter what you do its never enough people always want more. Ive learned you can never please your mother, girlfriend or wife.( common thread here they are all women). Ive learned no matter what you do people will always remember the 1st impression of you or the last thing you did that was bad. Ive learned no matter how long you stay good one thing can trip you up and you are right back where you started. Ive also learned (no matter what people think ) there are no such thing as a true friend.( because there is always a condition to their friendship). I thought I had 3 of them in my life if im lucky i might have one right now. She knows who she is. As far as I know there are no conditions with her friendship but then again it took me years with the other 2 to figure out there was. The funny thing was one of them is a women too and the other one I have know since the day he was born he is like (was) family to me. Ive learned you can have a " heart of gold " and it wont matter. Ive learned you can run from your deamons but they always find you. Ive learned those demons dont care about what if they only care about right now. Ive learned no matter what you a tell a person they only hear what they wanna hear or change what you say to fit them. Ive learned there is nothing perfect. that you can only count on yourself and then you may not always be able to do that either. Ive learned that women and men always try to change the person who they are with but yet they fell in love with the person they met, and try to change them. They say love is blind im not so sure this is true. In some ways it is but sooner or later you try to change something about the person you love. Ive learned that the people who you think that will be there for you at the end usally are no where to be found. Ive learned never to borrow money to a girlfriend or friend .( I must be stupid because i still do it sometimes). Ive learned people can see more potential in you then you can see in yourself. Ive learned that life isnt always fair. Ive learned that nothing in life is perfect.