imikimi - Customize Your World
DELIGHTED TO HAVE THE PLEASURE OF SETTING THE RECORD STRAIGHT ONCE AND FOR ALL ABOUT ME. YES, THE PREVIOUS PROFILE IS TRUE OF ME. YEP, THE RN, 1 SON, WICCAN,
BEING A CANCER,FUN, EASY TO LOVE, ALLERGIC TO STUPIDITY, EVEN MY OWN IS ALL TRUE.THE PROBLEM IS I HAVENT TOLD ANYONE WHAT IT MEANS TO READ OR SAY MY NAME,ESPECIALL WHEN IT COMES FROM A MAN'S MOUTH. MY WOMEN FRIENDS WILL RELATE AND MAYBE SOME OF MY MEN "FRIENDS" BUT THOSE MEN FRIENDS SHOULDNT PAT THEMSELVES ON THE BACK. AFTER ALL, READING AND KNOWINF WHAT I AM WRITING HERE WILL BE EVENTUALLY FORGOTTEN OR GO UNNOTICED IN THE COURSE OF YOUR/THEIR LIVES. SOME OF MY "FRIENDS" MY FEEL RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF FOR ME AND YOU SHOULD FEEL THIS WAY, WHATEVER THOSE FEELINGS MAY BE. I GREATLY THANK YOU FOR OPENING MY EYES AND MAKING ME LEARN MY LESSON, EVEN WHEN I DID NOT WANT TO DO SO. CALL IT A RANT OR WHATEVER YOU WISH BUT ITS A WAY OF LIFE FOR ME NOW. IM SURE I WILL LOSE SOME "FRIENDS" BUT THOSE WHO EXCEPT WHAT IT MEANS TO READ OR SAY MY NAME WILL KNOW THAT ALL APPLY AND REMEMBER THIS, LEAST THEE THINKS HE IS SPECIAL AND CAN OR HAVE WENT THERE. THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS FROM HERE ON OUT TO READ OR SAY MY NAME.
DENIECE
DRENCHED IN THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR.
I AM SIMPLY PUTTING AN END TO THE LOVE PART AND MAKING TRACKS FROM THE WAR AS WELL. SOME PEOPLE ENJOY PLAYING THE "GAME" WHILE WHISPERING TO THEIR VICTIM "BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART", " IM TORN", " I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT" AND THE ULTIMATE ONE " I LOVE YOU" JUST TO SEE IF THE ONE WHO IS RECEIVING THESE SO CALLED "ENDEARMENTS" WILL RETURN THE TAUNTS AND PLAY THE GAME, KNOWING ALL ALONG THAT THE GAME IS RIGGED. GREAT GAME I SAY.... IF YOU LIKE PLAYING THE GAME. I USE TO PARTICIPATE... USING MY HEART AS THE ANTE CHIP, THINKING PEOPLE COULDNT BE THAT MEAN...VERY FOOLISH. NOW I HAVE PUT AWAY MY PLAYING PIECE, THE GAME PUT IN THE TRASH. SO DONT ASK OR THINK THAT YOU CAN GET ME TO PLAY OR THAT I EVEN WANT TO PLAY CAUSE THE ANSWER IS NO!!!!!!!
ESTRANGED TO BULLSHIT AND SENTIMENTS ALIKE BECAUSE IN THE END ITS ME WHO DECIDES IF WHATS BEING SAID IS REALLY TRUE AND GENUINE AND FROM WHOM IT COMES FROM AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I NOW HAVE NO PROBLEM TELLING YOU WHAT I THINK OF YOU, NO MATTER HOW I FEEL OR FELT ABOUT YOU.
NOT EVEN GOING TO ENTERTAIN PRESENT OR PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS THAT ARE FULL OF DOUBLE TALK AND BULLSHIT, ESECIALLY WHEN I KNOW THE ACTIONS OF THE PERSON IN THE RELATIONSHIP WE SHARE TELL A DIFFERENT STORY. TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH!! IM A WOMAN, NOT A LITTLE GIRL, I CAN TAKE IT!! AFTER ALL IF YOU DONT, I WILL!! AND WALK AWAY FOR GOOD! I AM A FIRM BELIEVER NOW OF "IF IT QUAKS LIKE A DUCK, WALKS LIKE A DUCK,THEN DAMNIT ITS A DUCK!" THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY ACTIONS IS NOTHING IF I DONT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THE BULLSHIT!!! SO, DONT KID YOURSELF IF YOU THINK THAT I WILL FEEL OR BE SORRY, I WONT!!!
IS NOT (FOR THOSE WHO ARE ON OR CLICK MY PAGE) GOING TO FUCKING CYBER WITH YOU, GIVE YOU NUDE OR REGULAR PICS OF MYSELF. THE FEW AND I DO MEAN FEW WHO WERE LUCKY ENOUGH TO ACHIEVE THIS FROM ME IN THE PAST, CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY AS THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN IN MY OR YOUR LIFE TIME OR THE NEXT!!! IT WOULD BEHOOVE YOU TO ACT ACCORDINGLY WITH THE PICS AND MEMORIES AND DELETE THEM AS I HAVE DONE THE SAME CAUSE IT IS AND WAS A WASTE OF TIME. I AM NOT GOING TO BOOST YOUR EGO EITHER NOR WILL I EVER MEET YOU ANYWHERE IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT! TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I WILL DO THE SAME THAT I HAVE SAID HERE. MY LIFE IS MY OWN AND I DO NOT WISH TO SHARE IT UNDER THE GIST OF "LOVE" WHATEVER THE FORM OR FAKE "FRIENDSHIPS" JUST SO YOU CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME OR PLAN TO (UNKNOWINGLY,LET SOME FOLKS TELL IT) DO TO ME.
EXHIBITIONISTS NEED NOT THINK THAT I WILL EVER AGAIN ENTERTAIN THEM NOR THEIR PAGE AS I EXPECT THEY WILL CONTINUE OR ALREADY DONT ENTERTAIN MINES. I DONT FEEL A NEED TO SHOWER YOU WITH LOVE AS I HAVE NONE TO FUCKING GIVE AND I DONT EXPECT YOU TO SHOWER ME WITH LOVE AS IT IS VERY OBVIOUS THAT THE WORL AND THE PEOPLE IN IT FOR THE MOST PART LACK THIS ITEM AND YET THEY ARE ALWAYS CRYING LIKE I USE TO DO JUST TO RECEIEVE IT. I AM SURE VERY FEW WILL WORRY THEIR LITTLE HEAD ABOUT ME "SHOWING SOME LOVE" BUT THOSE THAT DO RECEIVE IT KNOW THAT I MEAN IT FROM THE HEART.
CONCEITED NO, ITS JUST MY SELF ESTEEM IS HIGH AND I WONT LET THE BULLSHIT THAT OTHERS DO BRING IT DOWN ANYMORE NOR WILL I ALLOW ANYONE TO ABUSE ME IN ANY FORM ON AND OFF THE COMPUTER ANYMORE. COME REAL OR DONT COME AT ALL. I NO LONGER DESIRE TO BE THE GIRL YOUR SCARED TO LIVE WITHOUT SOME OTHER WOMAN CAN GLADLY FILL THOSE SHOES, IM GOOD AND I KNOW IT.
ETERNALLY ACTUALIZED AND SIBERIAN FROZEN TO MEN UNTIL THEY PUT MY BLACK ASS IN THE GROUND. SO,SAVE THE LAME INSULTS ABOUT "WHATS WRONG WITH HER", "SHE ISNT PRETTY" ETC. AFTER ALL, IM SAVING YOU AND I THE TIME AND TROUBLE BY LETTING YOU THE MAN KNOW FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, TO MOVE YOUR LYING, STROKE MY EGO, ITS ALL ABOUT ME, SHE HURT ME (AFTER ALL YOU JUST USE THAT LAME ASS EXCUSE TO FUCK SOMEONE ELSE OVER, OF COURSE "UNINTENTIONALLY"), PLAY WITH YOUR HEART,INCAPABLE OF LOVE, IM A MAN, ALL SHE NEEDS IS SOME DICK, PETER PAN SYNDROME ASS ON!!!!!
