Ronin's blog: "Simple thoughts"

A day goes by and the sun goes down. At the end of the day I am left with my thoughts. Thoughts of where I want to be, who I am, and thoughts concerning my heart. If I take a place in my life and analyze it, I tend to find that at some point during that time, I was happy. People always tell me "Kyle you always have an answer for everything and it gets annoying." I say I always have positive thoughts and look for the good in everything. So which is more true I ask myself. Personally I don't care what people think. I know myself better than anyone but God. When I step back and look at myself over the years, out of all the things I have done, mostly bad but I have done good things as well, I will have to honestly say I am truely happy with myself. I am proud that I am self educated. I am proud my heart is big enough to hold the world and I am proud to have each one of you play a part in my life. Each one of the people in my life (yes this includes you wonderful people of fubar) have a beauty in thier own way that I hold close to me. I always find a breath taking quality in each person which makes me love you in my own special way and makes me find you gorgeous in your own way. Touching my heart is very hard to do as many of you have found out. But once I let you in, I feel bad for you to have to sit there and figure me out due to how deep and complicated I am. But the deeper you get inside me, the more I will love you, be loyal to you, willing to fight for you, and even to the point willing to die for you. If this is such a wrong feeling, then I don't want to be right. I have always found the good in everything, even though sometimes it may seem I have turned towards negative first. Sometimes you have to take two steps back in order to take a flying leap forward. Thank you friends & family for the roles each of you play in my life. Most of you know by now that I am never too far away for any of you. All you have to do is call my name, and I'll come running. Love always, Kyle A.K.A. Rhythm & Soul Song of inspiration.... "Just Call My Name" by Alyson Williams I made it so it does not auto start. I know some of you hate that but, it would mean alot if you listen to it as well. It's one of my two theme songs! :D