What i'm feeling today !!!!!
i'm getting tried of going to the dr's it starting to bring back feeling that i don't want and i don't know what to do about these feeling anymore the feeling that it like going to treatments again and i don't want to feel like this it making me depressed again i just want to run away from this problem but i know i can't do it i need to be strong for all my love ones that love me but it soooo dam hard and i''m getting tried of asking people to use there car just to get to the city or asking people to give me a ride to see the dr but there a couple of people that make me fight every day and i love them very much
1. is the love of my life Tony
2. is my niece and nephew
3. my family
i sit here in tears wondering why this is happen to me again and why can't thing just be good for once
