This is what I have to do...
I have to believe her, even if i know she is lying I have to pretend for her.. sounds odd but its true.. she is so kind hearted that when she see's what ive done, she will stop whatever it is she is hiding ..leap of faith..
I have to pick her up, so high that she will be afraid to come down for fear of falling, with the kind truths I mutter so quietly, the gentle touch when I am afforded oppritunity.. Ill do that..
I have to be stable, probably my biggest weakness in love is im unstable.. I have to aquire that trait and it wont be easy but Ill do it...
I have to be faithful when I am commited and thats no trouble for me, Im a 1 woman man..
Keep doubts to a minimum, hard to do but is suredly possible..
Have to protect her, friend or foe, physical , mental doesnt matter what the enemy, I have to keep her safe and give her comfort...
I shouldnt cause trouble on my own which I am guilty of, but Im getting better..
I have to remain patiant cause thats what a Man thats about his business and confident does..
and I have to be more good than all the bads combined.. we shall see.
