What hurts the most is not being able to say goodbye to someone u love. But as long as u have friends that care about u and u can hang on to them its all that matters. I didnt have anyone to hang onto when I lost my grandpa but now I know its ok to cry but I feel like sometimes I cant go on but I know I have to for the sake of my friends. I have had rough times lately and not knowing when the time is going to come to say that goodbye to my mom but I am going to need all the support I can to get through it since She means alot to everyone in my family...But what hurts the most is knowing that day is coming and no where to run or turn...