maybe im crazy.
maybe im insane.
either way..ive caught something of reality via this contraption.
my mental state has succeeded from my everyday union of misfiring and downers inside my head.
opened up to an entirely new world that i never thought i would have been so easily pulled in to.
not pulled...no.
whats the word?!...
exposed to!
thats it.
never did i think that my reality would be shaken to the core like this.
sure...maybe im just nuts.
very possible.
but me being nuts is why im writing this.
it is why im continuing to think what im thinking.
and who im thinking about.
i didnt plan on anything like this.
and who knows if its even going to become a tangable and real life thing.
but it already has begun.
and i cant stop it.
i can try.
sure.
that would just be giving up because of uncertainty.
and im sure as hell not in the mood to give up on anything real again.
thats just me though.