Give me a man of substance that I can turn to at any time and get my fix. Like a true junkie, I know that he'll always be there when ever I need him. If I try to stand on my own and times get too hard, I'll have no problem running back to him. And also someone who will never judge me if I do. Someone who will inject me with love and affection and when I come down, I know I will always be in a safe place.
Someone that my friends say "You are spending too much time" with and that I need to "lay off" of. Someone to blow all of my money on and would sell all of my worldly possessions just to have a little bit more of. Someone that I would crave when I first wake up in the morning and ultimatley need to have at least a couple of times a day.
Someone who will leave me with a lifetime high and I will grow to love more and more each day. But this man of substance must want to do all of these things with and for me also. We would feed each others addiction and be content with knowing there is no other kind of intoxicant out there for either of us. I'm looking for a substance abuse problem. Any suggestions?
