My life is not all depression, and unhappiness
there are lots of things that do make me happy.
I love my kids. They are wonderful, and make me laugh and smile, and most of the time (not 24/7) I prefer to spend time with them! :)
I love talking to my friends, and I love being the center of attention. I love learning new things, and I love being in the sunlight.
I like holding hands, and kissing, and staring into the eyes of the one I love. I like being on the arm of the one I love, and know that I am loved, and cherished.
I like to cook, and I LOVE to eat (as we can tell from my weight) good food. I like to meet new people, and I love to talk.
not too shabby huh? I like/love a lot of things.
you know what else.....
I love being in a BDSM relationship. I feel very fulfilled. for the first time in a VERY long time. I feel like I am getting what I need, instead of always giving.
I like that, and it makes me pretty darn happy :)
