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emotionalbypass's blog: "sugarsweet"

created on 12/17/2006  |  http://fubar.com/sugarsweet/b35402
What do you do when all else fails? What do you do when it seems you have no where to run? What do you do when you are up agianst all odds? Everyone dancing around you happy as can be. They all wearing the pretty little smiles and not showing that they are hurting too. You watch and listen when all you really want to do is scream and hollor out help me. What do you do ? You tell your friends that you are alright. And that you are doing good. But deep down inside it is hurting you. It is eating at you. You don't know what it is But you don't know how to find it out the root of it either. what do you do ? How do you cope? Is there any hope? The kids play and ride there bikes and there happy as long as you don't show that your hurting. They laugh and giggle all day long. They cuddle at night with you. But what do you do ? After there in bed all tucked in tight. Sleeping and off in dream land. It is suppose to be your time to relax and rethink the day. But all you can do is ask yourself why am I feeling this way/ Why can't I figure out the problem? After all I am suppose to know myself better than anyone else. What do you do ? There is yelling there is arguing there is all kinds of mixed emotions through out the day. How can you justify them all. How can you sort through them all. What do you do ? Is it normal to feel this way? You feel distant from the world. You feel distant from your family and you never thought it would be possible but you feel distant from your children most of all. Your friends may or may not show that they care. But even if they did show they cared you stay closed . What do you do? You know it is not healthy holdin these feelings inside. And you know that there is that Special somone that could get through to you and help you out. but he is not around. What do you do ? Where do you turn? How do you exscape the prison inside of yourself. You hear people say it is just a phaze you are going through and that it will pass with time. but you know that it is much deeper than that. You don't know why you don't know what you don't know when and you don't know what or where and you have to find out. What do you do ? It leaves you all mixed up inside one minute you laugh the next minute your crying the next your not even talking anymore. Your not even trying. What do you do ?
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