Let me start by saying, I love the class I am about to vent about. It is a WONDERFUL class, and I will learn a lot. There are just people in this class who are rude and obnoxious and just ARGHHHH drive me insane. We have a few girls in class who are VERY religious, that is fine, it is their preference, BUT do not preach to the class and do not continually go on about religion and what your church or group does etc. This has been a problem since this class started. Not only myself, but also a few others are quite frustrated with it all.
Then sighs… The teacher asked a question and I responded, which led to a few certain class members jumping down my throat. One rule we have in this class is that there are to be no personal attacks. Well to me that rule was thrown out the window tonight. I was so upset that I almost just walked out of class. The main people involved in doing this were people who are close to graduating from our program. Well… I am new to the program and I will not learn anything if I do not ask questions right?! These few people who gave me an issue also give others in the class issues and everyone just rather keeps hush-hush about it because no one wants to hurt anyone’s feelings or cause someone to be singled out.
I am just frustrated and ready to switch school degrees. Sad huh? This career has been my dream since I was 12 years old and here I am ready to just throw the towel in because I do not feel like I can do it. I really do not need any reassurances that “You’re smart”, or “you can do it”, or “tough it out” or anything like that. I just do not think it will help now.
I really just wish for once that I had a shoulder literally to curl up on and cry.