5150Jane's blog: "court"

well, i suffered through an incredible amount of my ex's verbal abuse and attacks on me and my character.  I maintained my cool, the hard part is that he came with documents and paperwork (normally the mediators DONT look at paperwork etc.) this one did, I didnt bring any.  I felt naked, I had nothing to show this lady what the truth is.

I do feel certain that the lady was able to read my ex, and define his character through his actions and behavior.

Now we await her report....

My worry here is the fact she interveiwed Meghan after being in my exs custody for visitation for the last 5 weeks, this girl is so precious, and wants to please everyone.  She knows (because i told her over and over before) that i will always love her no matter what.

Meghan has also seen, what happened to Viv and her dads relationship when Viv didnt go along with my ex's antics and lies.  He has abandoned Viv,  Meg has stated how fearful she is of "Daddy not loving me anymore".

So there inlies my worry, my fear, "what did meggie say?"  "did the mediator capture the underlying issues?"

Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers, I hope for a positive outcome soon.