Well...let's see...where do i begin.....i have been putting so many slide shows in here that i almost forgot that you can actually spill your guts to...
I think i did one of the hardest things i have had to do since i joined this site...and that was to let go.
I met a friend....a dear friend....yes he lives far away...but you can have good friendships via the net and phone and cam...i should know ....i just met one of my friends from Scotland that i love to death....there is a slide show of our visit on my profile page.....anyway back to the subject...
This friend is an absolute seetheart...he can make you smile....laugh....giggle (which i haven't done in years).....worry.....all the things friends make you do and feel.
But then one day comes along and you realize that there is someone else coming into the picture.....your not necessariy jealous.....but you know nothing will be the same......that is when you have to face the facts that it is time to say goodbye....to let go....so amongst tears you start shutting your heart down....instead of the little quirky hi's.....it becomes a simple hello....instead of the quick comebacks.....there is no answer.......so you struggle and finally realize that it's over...so to save any more heartache you start deleting messages.....deleting comments....deleting pictures....deleting eveything so you don't hang on to something that will never be and never really was.....
