hmmmm.....lets see
i met a dude 5yrs became really great friends with
him
even fell in love
but some crap happened and we both went our ways
while he was out of my life this other dude came
along kind of cool guy to joke around with and talk
to whatever ya know
anywho he developed feelings and fell in love
thats what he says
and hes wanting me to feel the same way and
i honestly cant do that
i have even explained to him and a few of my
friends why i CAN NOT ALLOW myself to develop
feelings for someone or even fall for someone
and they completely understand
i can not help how someone feels about me
but damn it i sure wish ppl would stop trying
to force me to do something that i dont want to do
and i seriously wish some would just keep their effin mouths shut when they clearly dont know an effin thing that is going on or being said
and no i am not happy right now
havent been happy for awhile
but i REALLY WISH SOME PPL WOULD STOP
ooo and if this pisses anyone off i dont rightly
care at the moment
if this offends someone then good i done my job
maybe u need to shut up and think before you want to run around and say shit to get shit started
end of story
