I went public wit my feelings. how dare I?? she went public when she left that comment on that other blog entry. I @least had da respect 2NOT mention her name. HEY! THOUGHT U SAID U WOULDN'T BE VISITIN MY PAGE ANYMORE, ANYWAY? I love u, nameless 1 but I WILL NOT BE CENSORED ANYMORE!! I am sorry u gave me up as a friend. I don't think it woulda come 2this if u hadn't taken erthin else so damn personally. u gave up on me but I domt really think that JUST happened....
iv sent msgs 2ur fone in da recent past that neva got acknowledged. perhaps u neva got a single 1of them.. had u changed ur# n not told me??
1 thing bout me that's obviously changed: I used 2keep s**t bottled up til I exploded which made me a bad guy cuz it seemed like whateva triggered me was blown WAY outta proportion. I'm not gonna let that happen anymore!! not only has it taken a mental/emotional/spiritual toll but its also had a PHYSICAL effect on me :(
so YES I'm takin my issues public, dear former friend & er1 else.. I owe it 2MYSELF 2get da bulls**t off my chest. 2draw da venom out, so2speak. yes I have changed n my eyes fill wit tears that iv been pushed n battered n bruised n crushed so badly 4so long, that its come 2this.... and I'm STILL a bad guy
