Where to begin? Lets just say love is the greatest most enjoyable miserable thing ANYONE can experience. Growing up I thought I loved this girl. Then there was another. Then another.
I later realized that wasnt love for that girl; it was love for the attention; the togetherness.
Then, in hopes of finding that one that I don't feel the same about; feel more than that togetherness, feel something special I met my now Ex wife. I'll admit she broke my heart. Not just for me but for my son when she left me. For the fact ultimately he would have to choose a parent; a side. I NEVER wanted that for my son, and STILL feel terrible his mother would do this to him or I.
Well, I'm divorced now, back in the dating scene. Problem is I meet many very nice women.... for a while. Then something clicks and they all keep turning out the same. Tell me I'm a great, good looking guy, a good dad but there's always that BUT. . .
So I write this in hopes that all of you reading even those not reading have success in their love lives. If you have a marriage spend every ounce of energy to consistently please your loved one. Don't lose them by ANY cost ESPECIALLY if children are involved.
If you feel you love someone and they feel the same take the plunge and give it a try. Breakups never went easy on me or anyone I know of; so give it a try, its not like your getting engaged. Your only dating!!!
