Well yesterday I went to unc for chemo treatment and well everyone kept over looking me so it took me way more hours then it needed to take me. Well me, my mom had to take Alex with us cause my father-in-law couldn't keep him cause his wife had a doctor apt and stuff. But we were there from 7:30am till almost 4:00. Alex was bitching a whole lot he was screaming for me and he couldn't come back there to me. So I ended up in the waitting room till I got him to sleep at 11:30am. Then I made my way back to the treatment area. We had alot of fun (not). And the last few treatments they went pretty good. I didn't have such a good treatment this time. My tummy isn't doing so well this time. I feel like shyt. I would rather just not had it. My levels was still a little low but up enough for me to have treatment. I was kind of wishing my levels would be low again. I feel a little bad but no where as bad as if I would take a treatment and I really needed a break from treatments. But I only have four more treatments which will be 8 more weeks. WooHoo. I can't wait I've seen so many people die and not get to the point I'm at. So I'm lucky to be where I am. I was in a Hodgkins chemo chatroom. But when I started in the chatroom it was like 36 of us and when I quit going into the chatroom they was only 18 of us left the rest of them had died. And that made me real sad for I had grew to love these people and enjoy talking to these people but I didn't want my name to be the next name disapair off the name of the people joined so I just quit going in there. It was kind of hard every time we would get a annoucement saying one of the chatroom guests had died. We all would set back and really think about how close it was to it being us next. But anyways. That's about it. I'll update later cause I have to go get a shot this morning at 10 so it can help my bones make more white blood cells. I'll have to have a shot day after chemo for the rest of my treatments. (woohoo) more needles how lucky am I! But I hope all is good with everyone else. *peace*
