well today was my son's fifth birthday and probably one of the worst days of my life. All day was fine until we went to my boyfriends mom's house and he (my bf) was sitting their telling lies about STUPID stuff. So I came home and i reemed into him saying that if he can lie about little things, how do I know he is not lying about the big things like when i ask him if he talks to his ex and if he has cheating on me. So it could into a throwing match and then he almost hit me. I have never seen him so angry and the fury in his eyes scared me so much. i called the cops because I did not feel safe being in that house with him, I mean I have a son to think about after all. so the cops came and he got the rest of his stuff out of my house...yeah the first time he walked out I locked him out. The one cop told me that by his temper that I am just better off leaving him alone. I am just so scared and hurt and alone. The thing that hurts the most is that my son is the one that will hurt by this all. I told myself before joe (my bf) and I got real serious that this will be the last guy I will let get close to my son and if it does not work then I will stay single until my son is old enough to understand. he doesn't deserve to be hurt like he has.
