OKAY THIS GUY COMES FROM ANOTHER FUCKEN STATE, TO BE WITH ME OR WHATEVER. ALL OF SUDDEN HE GOES HOME, AND BECOMES REAL DISTANT. NORMALLY HE TELLS ME HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH, AND HOW HE MISSES ME AND, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. NOW HE BARELY SAYS A WORD TO ME. HMMMMM....THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT NOW, AM I RIGHT?
I FEEL LIKE I AM A GAME, JUST GETTIN PLAYED DAY BY DAY. I FALL FOR SOMEONE AND THEY GRIND ME INTO THE GROUND SO HARD, THAT I CANT BREATH. I AM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT PEOPLE PLAY. I AM TIRED OF BEING, USED, PLAYED, IGNORED, AND LIED TO. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANYONE, TO DESERVE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HAVE TOO BIG OF A HEART. I LIKE TO GIVE EVERYONE CHANCES.
AND 90 PERCENT OF WHAT I GIVE, PEOPLE TAKE ADAVANTAGE OF. IF SOMEONE IS GONNA LOVE, THEN LOVE ME. IF UR GONNA HATE ME, OR DISLIKE ME, FOR SOME OUT OF THOGHT REASON, THEN SAY IT. DONT HIDE IT. SO I KNOW NOT TO WASTE MY TIME ANYMORE.
I AM SO CLOSE TO DELETEING MY PROFILE ON HERE. ON THE VERGE, SO CLOSE. AND MYSPACE AS WELL.
OR I AM GONNA TAKE OTHER ACTIONS, AND I WONT BE IN THIS WORLD TOO MUCH LONGER.
