so my sisters getting married on sunday.........to a chic. which is fine with me...so its gonna be cool i guess. headn up there with an old fu friend sun morn and will prolly talk bout lotsa stupid shit. haha..... n e way....on the shittier side of things.......its been 15 days without mom and it really sucks. ...its just not the same without her.
....yeasterday dad gave me her bandana's.... the ones she wore when she did her garden and yard work....or did her house stuff...... and it kinda got to me....it seems like everyday is getting harder...and i know it will be the opposite someday....but 4 now...its getn worse....which does in fact suck!. but i'll survive....somehow i made it this far...but i know th@....i made it this far only because of her.
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