Here I go again...Questioning myself,
Was she right? am I really crazy?,
Extracting falsehood from her shelf?,
DAMN IT!!!!STOP WITH THE DOUBT!!!,
We know who we are!,
Calm again...no longer a shout,
Yet here I go pacing the floor,
Nerves racing, I reach for a smoke,
And head for the door,
Yes a smoke will do, it will do just fine,
But only for a moment,
As I am unconciously locked in my mind,
What if shes right and I am truely flawed?,
Explanations for the letting of blood,
Scarred flesh previously clawed,
STOP IT!! TAKE A DRAG OF YOUR CIGERETTE!,
Let the nicotine take its hold,
We'll close our eyes and just try to forget it,
Let go and let loose the penitration,
For to ponder this is little more,
Than a mind fucking repeatitive masturbation...