I am a very creative minded person. I like adventure and seek to try new things as often as I can. Sometimes my adventurous and mischievous nature get intertwined and at those times I tend to get myself into a bit of trouble. But something always jogs me into realization of the fact that my mischievousness may be hurting someone.
I am a strong, confident, open minded, intelligent, strong willed person, that never sees through rose colored glasses. I know the world is not all roses and happy thoughts. There is a lot going on in this world around me. I can only strive to make what part of this world I can a little bit better.
I am not your typical girl I am strong yes, but how I am strong you may not know so I will explain. I have strength of mind, strength of heart, strength of soul, strength of spirit, strength of body, and most of all I have strength of character. I am all of these things individually, but when I am the strongest is when I am all of these things working in tandem together. That is when I am at my strongest and that is when nothing can bring me down.
I will tell you this I never mind falling for I always know I can get back up, when I fall hard I must look up and reach for the hand that is being offered to me. If there is no hand being offered, I must realize it may seem like I am alone, but truly I am not, those are just the moments in which it is best for me to pick myself back up and start again.
I have many redeeming qualities, and many not so redeeming qualities, but each quality I have makes up who I am and I would no longer be me if any of these qualities disappeared in me. So for better or worse, I stay strong with conviction in who I am always. I am always willing to learn something new that will strengthen my character.
I see the world for its beauty and its destruction, I try to find out how to bleed the beauty into the destruction in hopes that I can diminish the destruction as much as possible.
I beat to my own drummer as I have been told since I was a child, I walk of the beaten path, and I never conform to the expectations of the ones around me. I like to be different, a cookie cutter me would be boring and to predictable. I don't want for people to be able to predict my moves, I want people to be on their toes, and wonder "what will she do next".
I see so many things in life small things like a dew drop on a petal of a freshly opened rose bud, and the gentle whisper of the wind is the most beautiful song I could ever hear. I see the hard things in life as well like the firing of guns from a speeding car hitting an innocent child. and the strength of the most ferocious wind trying to knock me over. Thing is with the small things I relish in them and the big harsh things I try to change them. I will run and grab the child in danger and bring them to safety and the wind that seems to think it is so strong well I will just hold on to something that is stronger to keep myself up, and if I fall, hell I will just stand up again. I always say a little dirt never hurt anyone.
I have passions in life: Living , learning, loving, teaching, creating. I love music, I play the piano, the flute and the violin. I love to dance I know many kinds of dance, from ballet, to belly dancing and everything in between. I love to sing, but have never been one that likes to sing in public, I am a bit shy when it comes to that.
I am sensual, sexy, corky, confident, funny, sensitive, and most of all an observer of life around me.
I watch people and see what they do with their lives, how they learn, how they grow. Then I find my own style of incorporating that information into my makeup and become something better than what I already am.
That is a very small portion of who I am. I only hope you enjoyed reading and will enjoy learning more about me.
