i woke up feeling nothing. i sat up. and still lost in oblivion. my feet touched the floor, and i felt as though i was falling. lost in my own thoughts. wandering this nightmare, searching. but always comming up empty handed. my body aches. but still i ignore the pain. pushing forward, i am blind. sightless to the world. an invisible stranger, unknown my fate. whispered pleas, begging. my blood becomes cement. i am suffocating on my own sorrow, cursed with this sadness. i still wander. casting no reflection. for fear of what i've become.