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As i sit here waiting for my gran to get me before the ride to Reno. all that consumes my mind is the nature of love/ the affections we hold to the living forces around our own selves. Dogs, Cats, creatures of all kind, let alone fellow Humans. What is the best of our love? whats the true unselfish goodness of our Loves? when we give of our hearts and sacrifice effort for the well being of another soulpiece... to save the bug n set it free outside, or even on a plant near by.. is that not selfless love???
or would swallowing your agony, so that one you carefor can be better off, to feel that sweet ache of utter devotion... for some one else. and not you. is that selfless?
to wrap the very core of your innermostSelf... Hide it way and try the hardest of your ability to remain untouched.... is an insult to such love... isnt it?...
i once thought to know within my heart, the true nature of what it means to LOVE, to have that cruel benediction upon my brow.....i had thought myself wise in the ways of love.... even in the depths of my darkesst sarrows i am niave. how wrong i was cunfuddeles me, i have no strength of resolve within my core anymore... the pain of the warniing only amplified within my Dreams. i have not the certinity within me that i once possesed.
Je Ne Sais Pas.
i know not what to do, as i tread this pathway i am ever increasingly finding that the solidity of my world is crumbling around me. when will my foundations finaly fall??
~guide me Elohim let ever all my footsteps take me to you~
