AbandonedCreation's blog: "The flood in my head"

Alone I sit and wonder why the world around me passes by flashing teasing shouwing faded memories of things Im always needing never giving always tempting forever wanting waiting bleeding screaming never knowing who or why just sitting here waiting wanting to die wishing praying crying sobing joyless tears ebbing flowing still not knowing what they meant what they were the places ive been the people Ive known just seeking answers waiting wanting bleeding screaming