I'm sitting here all alone
Waiting for the time to go by
I have 24 hours ahead of me
And I don't want to waste any of that time
It is now 2am in the morning
And I have a long time to go
I feel like sleeping but then again
Why do that when I'm about to go?
My body is perfectly healthy
My mind is as active as ever
And I have what I need in my life
But all I want
Is to die in peace
And I depend on the time to die
I don't want to end it all myself
That would be selfish and it would only hurt others
And so I wait for time itself
To finally bid me farewell and to let me be...
My eyes grow tired more and more
My body is restless and it is now very sore
Despite theses things, I do not care
I appreciate life, and I have played quite fair
I just don't feel like I can grow anymore
And so the only thing left is to write the final chapter...
My mind begins to contradict itself
I forget everybody and now I'm all alone
I ponder about what will come right after
I meet my maker and I go to heaven
Will I regret my thoughts and beg for a chance to atone?
I don't wish to atone for my thoughts
I know what I want and that is to die
But time is late and and I hate to wait any longer
I sit here waiting for my time to die
I never go to sleep
But I never lose my mind
Time is playing games
And I'm not in the mood now
All I want to do is go to sleep again
But I don't want to dream
I just want to drift away....
The rain falls slowly in front of my eyes
Cars drive by and their tire's slip and slide
If only I could be inside
And let go as the vehicle loses control...
