What am I going to do? Things don't seem to be going the way that I thought that they would, and now I don't know what to do! Yeah, this may confuse some of you, with my half thoughts but if you can figure out what I mean, let me know what you think. At the moment, things with my life aren't going the way that I saw them about a month ago. I'm not saying that I'm not happy, but things from my past seem to be creeping up in my mind and I can't get rid of them. Try as I might to get these thoughts to leave me alone, they only seem to settle deeper in my mind! Thinking about the past is nothing new to me, but the things that I'm thinking about, I thought that I was over! What the hell am I going to do if I can't get the thoughts out of my head? I waited for a sign, didn't get it, and now I think that the sign may have shown up. Whatever, I guess that the only thing that I can say in all of this is... Getagrrr!!!!
Doarry if this blog confused some of you!
