Brit's blog: "Visions"

It's easy to look and disagree It's simple to talk from a distance Join me in the trenches if you will See, I can't talk for too long without action Do Something I'm not saying shoot that cop Or slap that politician More like cast that vote Make demands of these b!tches Let them know you hold the key to their coveted position Do something We've been down for too long From misery let's get evicted Realize that most of our wounds are self inflicted That's what was intended It was the only prediction The time is now Do something Your homeboys don't wanna read it Read it to them Since it's food for thought Feed it to them Can't bullshyt forever when we're seeing through them Do something Do something Do something Each one Reach one Teach one Ignorant minds Breach one Painful stains Bleach one Corrupt figures Impeach one Contribute ALL Leach NONE Ebonically speaking... Act NOW or WE DONE!! DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Terror strikes the unsuspecting soul; Unrelenting fear stalks the mind. The cage that surrounds me Closes in; suffocating me with its closeness. I feel desperate No one to turn to As my lips must remain sealed To the panic I encounter. I bow my head in pain, My face driven to the ground Each day becomes a chore just to exist, Thoughts of self-destruction entertain the mind. Blackness engulfs me Fleetingly but prominent. A quick fix of medicated healing Allows the mind to recharge, momentarily. As I continue to exist Within the confines of my medicated barrier, Not being able to envision self-relief, The sun of another’s warmth invades my world. Afraid to look up and acknowledge my earthly saviour, I, instead, place my hand in the proffered hand. The cloak of his protection slips on to my shoulders As he raises me to my feet. I briefly wonder why this person of love Reaches out to console me in my fabricated world, Not knowing or questioning the reason for my pain; Just being there as my shield. Love begins to wash over me; The boundaries of my commitment demolished. At this onslaught of romantic emotion, I feel helpless at its miraculous healing. In trepidation I raise my eyes To view my benefactor of love. Yet, instead of a return of this romantic interlude, An insurmountable barrier is erected. For I am staring into my eyes; Viewing my full lips; My heart is racing to the tune of his, Yet our hearts cannot beat as one. What a trick to be played upon the vulnerable! The law of the land has been pronounced And must be obeyed by its inhabitants: Alas, the blood of our parents IS thicker than the water of romance.

In the womb of creation Lies a seed of inspiration And from this inspiration is birthed all things we consider wondrous Who knows what lies at the end of the universe? Or in the beginning what came first To truly be alive we need to focus on the now Live life in the spirit and let God worry about the ‘how’ A problem today may simple be a lesson learned tomorrow And like a flower…prosperity can blossom from what we perceive as sorrow Worry not about receiving blessing…this is a trick to imprison the mind You see we ARE the blessing and we bestow it whenever we are kind If this lesson alone could be received by the masses We wouldn’t live in a world that was segregated by classes It would be 1 world 1 nation 1 race 1 people....all equal But we must start with that person we created in our own head This is the home of the ego and responsible for us being mislead Our fall from grace was due to the ‘I’ Not the one that house the pupil, cornea, or lens cortex But the ‘I’ that is a pupil of life and can be way more complex So be diligent no matter what the season…never let the ego consume Oh how I wish I could be as pure as I was in the womb But you see I suffer from this disease and its main symptom is memories Which is a cousin to misery and prevents me from being a better me So I fight….not in a war that is fought across the sea But the war that is waged inside of me Why ask the question will you ever get it right That’s not important…. Only the fact that you wage the fight And realize that you are more than what your ego wants This is real freedom cause no-longer will you have to put on a front No mask to mask just the nakedness of your essence No more stress and problems just challenges and lessons This will allow you to take control of your life….. the womb of creation And birth a new you from that seed of inspiration..

the 100th day since it happened. the 100th day since i got that phone call and heard the news. I wish the days wouldn’t get any longer. but yet I wish I could count them down until I see you again. I wish time moved slow... so that me missing you wouldn’t increase more and more by the minute as time flys. if I had a quarter for everytime someone says "I wish he was here" I think everyone would be a quarter richer. all I can do is stay secluded and dream of the day I’d see your face again. its been 100 days. 100th day and I still don’t believe it. 100th day and more than 100 tears cried. 100th day with an enclosure of you in my mind and heart. don’t want to find anyone who reminds me of you in every aspect. because the pain is unbareable. you were you. if I had 100 wishes. I would wish them all on you, on the 100th day. and they all would be for you to come back. 100th day since it happened. 100 days that’ll stay within my memory. 1 day that it happened that I’ll always remember like it was yesterday. the day they took my brother from. that was 100 days ago.

My body quivers as your masculine hands race down my spine... Then I feel chills as you trace the outlining of my entire body with your fingertips... The mood gets intense as I stare into your light, brown eyes... And somehow our bodies end up intertwined.. You gently grab my face and kiss me with them lips of yours that are as smooth as the ocean.. I look up at you and it gets quiet... Can you hear that? It's our hearts beating in sync...making music. I lie there thinking where this love developed from..and remembered wondering if love would ever know me... Your chuckle snapped me out of it...I look at you and smile.. You smile back, and those thoughts had began to slip away quickly.. Then you whisper in my ear with your voice as soft as a breeze... I grab you and don't let go.. And you held me tight...I closed my eyes.. Knowing everything was [[P E R F E C T]].. And just how I wanted it to be.. Lenà

Sometimes I wonder if there is a place that exists so beautiful, A place where I can love til I can’t love anymore, a place where I can do anything!!! And have no regrets, a place where there isn’t a lot of commotion...its just you, me, and the flawless, romantic sounds of harmonic beats... I want it to be a place, where love forever stands...and yet, made a priority... But only in my mind and imagination is where it seems to be... Love is not all... But it is set within me.... But yet something comes in between and tugs it away...... Well its not like that in the place I envisioned... Do I have to go through space and time and [[r e a l l y]] look for this place.. Or should I just keep it within my visions and pretend I know where it is and I’m actually [[ t h e r e]]... Can someone tell me where this place [[i s]]?? Before [[t i m e]] runs out..