swtcatina's blog: "virgin cherry"

HINDER LYRICS "Get Stoned" Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But it's alright now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me Go home and get stoned We could end up making love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But it's all right now (Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me) Lets go home and get stoned Lets go home and get stoned Lets go home and get stoned Lets go home and get stoned

I just want to sit here with my headphones on and listen to music. I just want to let the music drown out everything in my life I really dont want to think about. I want to have something in my life that can bring some joy to me. At this moment there isnt much to be happy about. The man I thought I might spend my life with has been trippin about shit that I really just dont get. He is making mountains out of mole hills and uses it to do whatever he wants. Than blames it on me saying I cause him to be the way he is. What the hell is that shit. To me a excuse. I cant make grown men mess up there relationship, take responsiblity for your actions. Maybe I wouldn't read things you wrote if you weren't always writing to other women the way you have. Oh well let me turn up some LL, he never does me wrong, lol. He puts a smile on my face without even tring. yum.lol. Hey lover, mmmmm, thats the shit.

I really hate being in love with someone. Today has been a real frustrating day. I wish I could just punch him in the face. I let my guard down with him and told him almost everything about me. Hell we have been together for 7years and just had our 3 child yet he has been playin to many games. I get everyone has there way of passing time, but does it have to really include other women. Do you have to use my weaknesses and play on them? Now I have called him out on them and told him its over, that he cant have me and them also. He can't have his cake and eat it also. Not with me. Makes me wounder, y stick around so long, and keep having kids with me if he really didnt love me. Damn it, I hate loving him. I told him to pack his shit and get out this morning, yet he thinks I'm kidding, I don't think I was laughing. He can go be with the bitch he keeps talking to, hell I'll pack his dirty clothes up and give them to her myself. They both have bipolar so they can live in wounderland together, I'm tired of being in his twisted reality anyway.

.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIES:. The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to %&(@ with. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. .:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! .:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the %&(@ out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. .:LEO:. The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. .:CANCER:. The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. .:PISCES:. The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. .:CAPRICORN The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. .:TAURUS The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as %&(@. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Are the most sexiest people on earth! .:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end up crying.

Its been a long day and extreamly cold outside. Oh how I hate winter. I will get to Hawaii one day, I promised myself today. Hopefully sooner than later.

Virgin to this. Just woundering what its all about. Hope everyone is cool.