your violet blasphemy,
wrapped in tarnished silk.
opaque love.
I'll breathe in,
the acid smoke.
unspeakable malicious words,
that you have screamed in my ears.
ragid lines of my blood,
your lips used to make them smooth.
the black lines come,
while midnight laughs at me.
ashes that I've known.
ashes that become me.
brought it down,
fall beneath me.
everything mixed,
make me someone else,
that has never heard your name.
never known the texture of your skin,
the soft curves of your lips.
where did the revolution you promised me go?
rigid comprehension,
of anything your friends have to say.
but I want you to take back everything you gave.
it has no use,
when no voice nor face,
comes to explain this mess,
you have made.
I'm still contaminated.
a remembrance of your body sticks to my mind,
and floats to the surface when I realize no one is around me
to distract my thoughts.
the violet blasphemy continues,
and only the storms will sleep with me at night.
KinkyScreams 2003©
