Pain
Torment
Shame
Anguish
Disgust
Fear
Anger
Thoughts of Suicide
Thoughts of Homicide
Sitting in the shower rocking back and forth
Sitting
Rocking
Scrubbing
Trying to scrub off the pain along with the feelings of shame and disgust
Flashbacks
Tormented thoughts
Drowning in the anguish
Pictures playing back in my head
Fear of going anywhere or doing anything
Fear of living, Fear of breathing
Fear of thinking
Hoping I will forget
Knowing it will haunt me forever
Pain
Torment
Shame
Anguish
Fear
Anger
Forever
