THIS IS GOING TO BE A 2 PRT BLOG..I AM GOING TO START THIS OFF WITH SOME POETRY I WROTE LAST NITE AFTER A REVIVAL I ATTENDED..I CLEALRY CANNOT TAKE CREDIT FOR THESE WORDS BELOW..YET I GIVE THE CREDIT ALL TO GOD. CAUSE ONLY FROM A INNER PEACE COULD I WRITE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL FOR A MAN WHOM ASKED ME TO WRITE FOR HIM. What can i say about our love. A love that grows with each day. Looking to god on our way. To our god have we humbled. Cause without him we would crumble. He can take all thats wrong inside. If only you would walk by his side. He wants you to give him everything. Peace and happiness he promised to bring. Again you ask what can i say about our love. Remeber that it was a blessing from above. Never take our god for granted. Give thanks for what he has handed. You prayed for me and i for you. Now god has made those prayers come true. He will answer every time you call. If only into his pressence you would fall. Dont wait until its too late. When he has shut heavens gates. So you ask what can i say about our love. Only the power of god is above. Having him with us is just right. The battles we face he will fight. Even in our darkest hour. He brought healing power. He did it threw you and he did it threw me. He wrote you into my desiny. OK NOW COMES THE LONG PART.. I KNOW I HATE LONG BLOGS MYSELF SO I AM GOING TO TRY AND SNATCH YOUR ATTIONS SO YOU READ EVERY THING THAT I HAVE TO SAY..I HAVE BEEN TOUCHED I HAVE BEEN BLESSED AND I JUST WANT TO SHARE IT WITH EACH OF YOU..HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE BEEN FIGHTING A BATTLE?I KNOW I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING A LOT OF BATTELES.. BUT RIGHT NOW I AM GOING TO TALK ABOUT ONE BATTTLE I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING FOR 16 YEARS.. YES THATS RIGHT 16 YEARS MY HEART HAS BEEN COLD OVER A THING ONE MAN DID TO ME WHEN I WAS A 13 YEAR OLD CHILD.. A FEW OF YOU MAY KNOW THE SITUATION I AM TALKING ABOUT.. BUT IF YOU DONT I WILL SHARE.. I LOST A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER.. I LOST MYSELF. DO TO THE FIRST MAN TO EVER LAY HIS HANDS ON ME IN WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A LOVEING MOMENT..THIS MAN TAUGHT ME THAT SEX WAS A VERRY NASTY DIRTY THING.. AND HE WAS WHO IS NOW MY STEP BROTHER.. I WONT GO INTO FULL DETAILS YET ONLY SAY MENTAL SEXUAL AND PHSYICAL ABUSE SURROUNDED THIS TRAGITY.. BUT NOT ONLY FROM THE PERPITRAITOR.... I FELT FOR SO LONG MY BOILOGICAL PARENTS ABANDONED ME IN THE TIME I NEEDED THEM THE MOST..NOW LAST NITE @ THIS CHURCH I HAD NEVER BEEN TO BUT THE SUNDAY BEFORE.. A MAN WHOM IS FROM AUSTRALLIA WAS THERE DOING REVIVAL.. HE AKSED THOSE WHO WANT HEALING COME TO THE ALTER.. AND RIGHT NOW THE HOLLY SPIRIT IS WHAT I NEED CAUSE GOD I AM THIRSTY.. SO I WENT UP TO DRINK INTO THE SPIRIT.. AND THIS EVANGILIST COMES UP TO ME.AND HE PROCEEDS TO TELL ME HE FEELS GREAT THINGS GOD IS DOING IN M LIFE. AND HE SAYS HE HAS TOLD YOU YOU NEED TO LET GO OF SOMETHING YOU HAVE BEEN HOLDDING ON TO.. AND HE IS TELLING ME ITS A ABUSE IN YOUR PAST..HE CALLS OVER THE PRAYER PPL THESE ARE PPL WHOM PRAY OVER YOU.. LET ME MENTION I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A PENTACOSTAL. IF YOU DONT KNOW OF IT.. DO A GOOGLE SEARCH ITS NOT FOR EVERYONE. WE HAVE PPL WHOM OFTEN RECIVE THE GIFTS OF THE SPIRIT SUCH AS SPEAKING IN TOUNGE SOME CAN TRANSLATE TOUNGE.. SOME PPL PASS OUT BECAUSE THEY CANNOT HANDLE THE SPIRIT INTERING THERE BODY.. NOW FOR A LONG TIME WHEN I SAW THESE THINGS I THOUGHT IT WAS A CROCK OF B/S...BUT BACK TO THEM PRAYING OVER ME.. MY CHILD WHOM DONT LEAVE MY SIDE @ ALL SHE WAS UP THERE WITH ME.. ONE OF THE LADIES LAYS HER HAND ON HER I MYSELF. AND IN AWE OF THE SPIRIT RELM.. I CAN FAINTLY HEAR HER TALKING IN TOUNGE AND ONE IS TRANSLATING.. SHE SAYS I WANT TO FREE THIS CHILD FROM THIS FAMILY CURSE IT IS THE DEVIL AND SHE WONT HAVE TO GO THREW THIS LORD I CALL OUT THE CURSE ON THIS FAMILY IT IS TIME.. IT MAY NOT MAKE SINCE TO ANY OF YOU.. BUT MY FAMILY HAS BEEN KNOWN TO HAVE A CURSE ONE OF MENTAL ILLNESS.. IF YOU READ BACK IN MY BLOGS YOU WILL KNOW MY GREAT GRAND MOTHER WAS BORN IN A MENTAL INSTITUTE.. SO I WANT TO SCREAM TO YOU PPL LAST NITE I HAD VICTORY IN 2 BATTLES I BROUGHT MY OWN CHILD TO GOD AND HE TOOK AWAY A BATTLE SHE WILL NEVER HAVE TO FACE I MYSELF DID.. TO THOSE WHOM DID TAKE THE TIME TO READ ALL OF THIS I WILL ASK YOU THIS IF YOU ARE A BEALIVER.. I WANT YOU TO PRAY FOR MY OTHER 2 CHILDREN WHOM HAVE CHOSEN TO GO WITH THERE FATHER.. I AM WORRIED THAEY WILL NEVER KNOW THIS BLESSING GOD CAN BRING.. I JUST WANT YOU TO PRAY FOR THERE FATHER THAT IF HE DOESNT CHOSE TO WALK WITH GOD.. HE WILL TAKE OUR CHILDREN INTO THE HOUSE OF THE LORD..I AM RETURNING TO REVIVAL TONIGHT AND TONIGHT .. YES I WANT TO BE TOUCHED BUT TONIGHT I WANT MY OLDEST 2 CHILDREN TO FEEL SOMETHING.. SOMETHING THAT WILL CARRY WITH THEM.. SOMETHING THAT WILL TELL THEM WHEN I THERE MOTHER ISNT THERE GOD WILL ALWAYS BE ...THIS SI JUTS A LITTLE BIT OF WHATS HAPPEEND TO ME OVER THIS PAST WEEK I WILL CONTINUE TO WRITE TO ANYONE WHOS WILL TO LISTEN TO THE THINGS GOD HAS DONE IN MY LIFE.. AND I JUST KNOW THAT THREW ME GOD IS TALKINGTO SOME ONE WHO IS READDING THIS.. CAUSE I DONT CHOSE TO TELL EVERY ONE EVERY THING IN MY LIFE ..BUT MY LIFE IS OPEN FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO LISTEN .. I AHVE BEEN THREW MORE THAN ANY OF YOU COULD IMAGINE.. AND LAST NITE GOD HAS HAD VICTORY WITHIN ME.. ARE YOU A WINNER? SMOOCHES SEXIES LADY KAOS
