Victim to your will! I lay vunlerable to your mercy!
Current mood: uncomfortable
I'm in a place I've never been before. It’s a new found experience and uncharted territory. It's a shock to me that something that would have appeared so menial and trite in the past arouses me in ways I have never imagined.
Yet the state of arousal that burns deep within my loins driving me to the brink of volcanic ecstasy entices me yet bewilders and kind of makes me a little weary.
Not since my innocence has this sexual vulnerability existed. I grew up being the giver; I used to need to know I've pleased my partner beyond what they've ever experienced. I learned so many skill sets and the true nature of the sexual beast that so many people fail to even understand let alone master it.
Emitting an overpowering sexual presence completely void of anything to do with the physical realm. Yet more along the lines of an erotically endowed intellectual nature that merely thinking about pleases me to the brink of weakness and drains me of the inner strength to resist.
Never has anyone violated my mind and raped my senses overwhelming me with the passions and fires I so subconsciously yet unknowingly craved. Making me vulnerable like the slave to her Daemon, yet instilling the desire to effluence the passion of this need rupturing through.
I've knowingly always craved a power struggle of a sexual nature. Always have I loved it when a woman would at any random given moment take control and supercede my own actions! Having the constant battling of who is in domination of pleasing who.
Yet you eviscerate my strength through the intrusive overpowering sense of seduction through my mind. Your siren song, your will, even your desires; disrupts my will to even consciously resist.
To control ones mind is to control the body.
Enslaved through your seductive shackles of my consciousness, I do feel as if I lay at your feet truly to your will and at your mercy.
Upon this, I’ve laid out my depiction in trust of your words that you would never judge. Truly forgive me because I don't think I've ever been like this nor would ever willingly admit being vulnerable to ones will. I never trusted anyone to completely bind me down physically. So please comprehend the discomfort I'm currently failing victim too!
