Normal what exactly is normal.
Normal - Conforming to the standard or the common type.
Is it not the "ideal" that my character stand out from the "norm" masses. What box does anyone fit in. Who was the bases of this "common type". Conforming to "what everyone else is doing". Isn't that what we teach our children Not to do. If he jumped off the cliff..Would you? Another meaning..
normal - approximately average in any psychological trait , as intelligence , personality , or emotional adjustment.
....To be free from any mental disorder , SANE
Well there you go Doc. I'm not normal unless you compare me to , 5.7% of the 100 people. In and outta of your office a day. You have managed to place me in a box of "normality" where society has failed. Congrats! I hate you! but once again I'm back in the "norm" b/c feelings of anger animosity or..HATE. Are text book classifications of another one of my deranged manic fits. Just like making irrational choices. Entering and leaving relationships with/out hesitation. Closing off family/friend relationship. Being too "promiscuous" whore thanks! Or simply cutting off any physical relationship. Better yet hating the opposite sex just b/c they find you attractive. At the end of the day even the homicidal maniac is normal to another one of your testimonials.
Through all the text. All the scripts. The darkness. I feel more in one minute of my day. Then most feel through a lifetime. I see so much beauty where others fail to. My senses are open and alert to things others close there eyes too. I'm not ready to give that up. I'm not ready to to become another socially accepted normafoid. I don't find cooking inspirational. I love art and tragedy. I love looking in the eyes of someone and seeing a soul. Yes I have had unfortunate events in my past. I do have a lot of angry and hate. Through all those "irrational choices I've made" I also have a lot of love. It's only the negative we focus on. I guess that's another "norm". It's not always about fitting someone in between the lines, of your books. Or categorizing the field , of all my "classic" actions and reactions.
The pro's and con's are not weighed in my favor. At the end of the day. I too will swallow your pill of normalizes. I guess you will find a new box to place myself in.
