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I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I MAY NOT BE ON AT ALL FOR A FEW DAYS OR MORE.. :( I HAVE BEEN SOOOOO DAM SICK WITH THE 1 OF THE WORST LUPUS FLAREUPS IN 4 YEARS FOR ME.....:(:o:o I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN ABLE TO HOLD DOWN A GLASS OF WATER FOR 2 WEEKS NOW..... I HAVE SLEPT ON MY BATHROOM FLOOR FOR THE PAST 2 NIGHTS... AND TONIGHT.... I HAVE GOT SUCH A VERY HIGH PAIN TOLERANCE... BUT THIS IS A PAIN SOO BAD SOO EXTREME, IN EVERY BONE...JOINT.....HIP....BACK SPINE.... FEET HEAD ....EYES STOMACH... EVERYWHERE..... ITS ACTUALLY FEELS LIKE YOU ARE DYING /OR GOING TO DIE.... MY DOCTORS ARE WORRIED BECAUSE THE FLARE UP ARE GOING ABOVE AND BEYOND RIGHT NOW. AND NOT ONE MEDICATION IS TAKIN IT DOWN OR RELEAVING IT....AND I MLOSING MORE AND MORE WEIGHT RAPIDLY..... I AM A REALLY TOUGH GIRL....BUT WHEN YOU ARE THIS MUCH IN PAIN AND IN TEARS YOU TRULEY FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DYING.. AND YOU ARE ACTUALLY PRAYING FOR DEATH....I DONT WANT ANYONE TO THINK I AM IGNORING THEM. OR BEING RUDE.. IF NO ONES HEARS FROM ME.. BUT I CAN JUST MOVE OFF MY BATHROOM FLOOR. AND MY COMPUTER IS 6 FEET FROM MY BATHROOM DOOR!!!! I WOULD TRADE ANYONES HEALTHY LIFE RIGHT NOW FOR ANYTHING..... MY TEARS ARE OVER WELMING RIGHT NOW... AND I AM SO WEAK JUST TO TYPE... HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT RIGHT NOW MY ((((LUPUS)))) IS AT ITS ALL TIME WORST WITH ME.....I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT NIGHT, AND ALWAYS BE THANKFUL FOR YOUR HEALTH AND THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE... NO MATTER HOW SMALL IT IS................... I LOVE YOU ALL......AND REMEMBER DONT JUDGE THIS GIRL((ME)).... YOU'RE NOT INSIDE MY BODY AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!I'LL JUST KEEP HOLDIONG ON TO MY 2 K9 GERMAN SHEPHERDS... THEY TELL ME A FLARE UP IS COMING ON ME BEFORE I DO.... THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE TRAINED FOR LIKE SEIZURE DOGS... I AM SOO BLESSED TO HAVE THEM... I AM GONNA KEEP HANGING ONTO MY ZOMBIE TEDDY BEAR ALSO... ......LOVE AND LIGHT..... Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
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