THE MEN I MEET JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. MET A GUY RIGHT......HE SAID I WAS VERY PRETTY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH......COMES OVER AND MEETS A FRIEND.......DECIDEDS HE LIKES HER MORE AND HOOKS UP WITH HER........DOESN'T EVEN GIVE ME THE CURTISY TO SAY HEY YOUR COOL AND ALL AND I WOULD LIKE TO BE JUST FRIENDS...BUT I HAVE MORE INTEST IN UR GIRL...NAH HE JUST QUIT TALKING TO ME ALL TOGETHER AND STARTS ANSWERING ONLY TXT MESSAGES SHE SENDS....I TOLD HER TO GO FOR IT THOUGH...WHO AM I TO STAND IN THE WAY OF SOMEONE ELSES HAPPINESS. JUST BURNS A LITTLE. I ALREADY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AS IT IS. THEN TO BRING A GUY OVER WHO I WAS TO HOOK UP WITH...AND UMMPHFFFFF SCREW U SHE IS HOTTER......... DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BOTHER ME THIS MUCH BUT FUCK IT IS AND IN A REALLY SHITTY WAY. GUESS I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON...NEVER LET A GUY U R TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH MEET FRIENDS WHO ARE HOTTER THAN YOU. SUCH AS MY LUCK I GUESS. SHIT HERE LATELY ALL I GET ARE ASSHOLES ANYWAYS SO WHY BRAKE THE RUTINE WITH THIS GUY...
IT IS JUST A MAJOR BLOW TO THE SELF ESTEEM YA KNOW. I MEAN GEEZE HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF U MET A GUY YOU WERE TOTALY CRUSHING ON...BROUGHT HIM TO UR HOUSE. YOU TWO WERE CHILLIN, TALKING HAVING A MERRY OLD EFFIN TIME....THEN UR GIRL WALKS IN AND UMMPPPHHFFF U SUDDENLY DO NOT EXSIST ANYMORE. "SLAP ME IN TH FACE A LITTLE HARDER PLEASE" BUT I GUESS IT 'S OK CAUSE HE THINKS I AM A COOL CHICK...WHHHHEEEEEWWWWY. YIPPY FOR ME. NEXT TIME U WANNA GIVE ME A WOUND CAN U CUT A LITTLE DEEPER CAUSE THAT ONE DIDN'T HURT BAD ENOUGH.
NOW THEY ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP. GOODY GOODY GUM DROPS FOR THEM. SORRY IF I DON'T TO EXCITED ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!
